(…continued…)
Mabel and her mother went after her. Cynthia ran outside
and to Chuka’s apartment. She pushed the door and went in. They went in with
her. When they got in, what they saw shocked them.
They
saw a little bottle of drugs open with some spilled on the ground. Then they
saw Chuka lying on the floor, face down.
“Chuka chukka,”
they shouted as they shook him.
“He is still
breathing but he needs help as fast as possible,” Mabel said.
“Let me go and
get palm oil,” their mother said and rushed out.
“What happened?”
Mabel asked Cynthia.
“I searched for
him everywhere in the compound,” Cynthia said, crying. “Then I came here. I
knocked but no one responded. I saw that the door was open, so I came in and
met him like this.”
“Did you tell
anybody?”
“No.”
The
door opened and two of their neighbours came in.
“What happened?”
one of them asked.
“We just came
and saw Chuka like this o,” Mabel replied.
“Looks like he
committed suicide,” the other one said. “Is he still alive?”
“Yes he is
breathing,” Mabel replied. “But he needs help as soon as possible.
Their
mother rushed in with a bottle of palm oil. The other neighbours rushed out to
see if they can get a nurse or a means of rushing him to hospital.
“What is the
meaning of this na?” Mabel’s mother asked, fidgeting with the bottle.
Mabel
turned Chuka and faced him up. He opened his eyes and smiled. They were stunned
and maintained their postures for a while, not knowing what to make out of it.
“What’s funny?”
Mabel asked.
“Nothing,” he
said, still smiling.
“Chuka, why did
you take these drugs to commit suicide?” Cynthia asked him.
“I did not take
them.”
“What is going
on? Why did you pass out? And what are the drugs doing here if you did not take
them?”
“I wanted to
take them but changed my mind.”
“And you made us
believe that you were dead!” Mabel shouted in anger.
“What kind of
game is this?” their mother asked. “You think things like this are to be played
with?”
“Sorry ma. I
didn’t mean for it to be like this.”
“The whole
street has heard that you committed suicide. You better have an answer for
them.”
The
neighbours rushed in with some others.
“Is he alive?”
one asked.
“Is he
breathing?” another asked.
They
got their answer when they saw Chuka sitting on the floor.
“We prayed for
him and did CPR on him and he got up,” Mabel said, not wanting them to know
what happened.
They
thanked God.
“Still give him
the palm oil to neutralize the effect of the drug,” one said.
“Does that thing
work?” another asked. “He needs to see a doctor now.”
“Don’t worry he
will be fine,” Mabel’s mother said.
“Are you sure?”
one neighbor asked her.
“Yes.”
“Imagine Chuchu
trying comiting suicide,” one of them said and clapped her hands.
“I did not try
to commit suicide,” Chuka said.
“Then what
happened?”
“I did not read
the prescription on the bottle. I took double the normal dose.”
“That is risky.
Be careful next time.”
“I will. Sorry
for the inconvenience.”
Mabel’s
mother carried her bottle of oil and left with the neighbours. Cynthia and
Mabel stayed behind. When it was only three of them there, Cynthia went close
and slapped Chuka.
“Why did you do
that?” she asked.
“Am sorry,” Chuka
said holding his cheek.
“Do you know the
kind of trauma you have put me through?”
“What was I
supposed to do? I felt insulted and abandoned.”
“What do you
mean by that?”
Mabel
just stood and watched them.
“When the other
guy came, you turned your attention to him. If I was there, you didn’t want to
know. I saw the look in your eyes and the way you talked with him. You like
him. Then you left me there looking like a fool and went inside because of him.
When I was tired of waiting I went back to my house.”
“When I came out
calling your name, didn’t you hear me?”
“I wanted to see
what you will do next. Then I saw you holding him and the way you smiled when
he held you. I concluded that I have lost you. Then I decided to end this. But
when I got the drugs and still heard you calling my name, I couldn’t get myself
to do it.”
He paused and coughed. Then he
continued.
“Then I decided
to know your reaction if you think I committed suicide.”
“Now you have
seen the reaction. Don’t ever talk to me again.”
“I am so sorry,”
Chuka said getting up and going towards Cynthia.
Cynthia
stretched her hand, telling him not to come close. He knelt down and pleaded
with tears in his eyes.
“It will not
happen again,” he said.
“You are
intimidated by your fellow man. You should be ashamed of yourself.”
“I was jealous.
The tush boys get all the chicks and hustling guys like us just can’t do
anything about it. We take care of girls and then people with cars come and
take them from us. It is normal to feel bad na.”
“But not to the
point of wanting to kill yourself,” Mabel said. “Nobody is worth dying for.”
“It depends o.”
“You have bigger
things to be worried about now. You will now be known as ‘Chuka the guy who
tried comiting suicide because of a girl’. How will you deal with that?”
“My thinking did
not go that far.”
Chuka’s
phone rang. He checked it.
“My brother is
calling me,” he said and hissed. He sat on the floor.
“You see what
you have caused,” Mabel said.
He
picked it. His brother told him that he heard that he had committed suicide and
asked him what happened. He kept quiet. His brother asked him whether he was
depressed because of not getting a job. He kept quiet for a while, and then he
told his brother that he did not try to kill himself, that he just took
overdose of a drug. His brother asked him what he was thinking that made him
take the overdose. He reassured his brother that he is fine. His brother told
him to come to the village the following day. He agreed and his brother hung
up. He dropped the phone, sighed and put his head in-between his knees.
“You need to put
yourself together,” Mabel told him. “Focus on your life and stand as a man
before you think of getting emotionally attached to any woman.”
Chuka
just looked at the floor.
“Are you hearing
me?”
“Yes,” he said,
looking up. “But it is hard. I really love Cynthia.”
“If you don’t
have any security to offer her, your love is in vain.”
“Was it not
because of her I fought the other day?”
“That is not the
security I am talking about. A woman needs someone who is matured in thinking
and character, and who has money to take care of her basic needs at least. It
doesn’t have to be much but it has to be coming steady.”
“It is not my
fault that I am jobless. I have tried my best to get a job.”
“You will still
get one. That is not the only thing. Don’t tie your life to a particular person,
especially someone who is just a casual friend.”
“I don’t know
why I feel this way about Cynthia. I have tried to call myself to order but if I
see her, I lose my senses.”
Cynthia
turned her face and chuckled.
(…to be continued…)
-©2015.Chinedu Isaac


